Hi Mommy, Its been a rough two weeks for me. its hard trying to figure this out. Im all alone right now. you and terrell were my life. how can i continue without you its so hard. i want you here. i want to shop for you for Thanksgiving. You always make thanksgiving come together, for 42 years you carried that tradition for me. and now i have to try to find a new tradition that will embraces our loses and encourage our creativity. I love and miss you mommy