Mommy its been a rough 10 days. Terrell is gone and now i am left alone. Mommy i never thought I would be in existence without a mom or dad or husband. now all I have is my children and i am going to do everything i can possibly do to cherish every moment i have with them. Mom spread your wings over Terrell, keep him safe. let him know I love him. You two watch over me and give me the strength to go on day by day.