Mommy another Friday in your presence, but mommy today is different. Today my best friend, my lover, my secret admirer, my soul mate has departed this life. I hope you have seen him by now. mommy I thought no hurt could hurt like the hurt i felt when you departed, but mommy my terrell is gone. he was my life. i lost my soul mate. mommy please send me some guidance to lead this family through this journey. I miss you so much