Dear Grandma, I can't believe that it has been three months since you have gone home, and it has honestly been the longest three months of my life. I wear your necklace everyday and I never take it off. As long as I have it around my neck I know that you will always be with me. Around this time last year you were fighting your cancer in the rehab center and for my birthday you gave me the best gift of all. You got better and you finally came home. I know your in a better place right now but i wish you were still here with me. There are sooo many things I want to tell you about. Like how my roommate has been working my nerves, the accomplishments I'm making at school and how I spent my spring break. I miss our long phone conversations that I took for granted. I miss watching the price is right and the news with you and going to Ralphs to pay your numbers. I just wish I can have one last phone conversation hug or kiss from you. It still can't accept that fact that your gone, I still have your phone number saved in my phone and sometimes I go to call you but then I remember that I cant. But with time and help im learning how to cope in a healthy manner. I love you grandma ❤ I hope you are enjoying your life in paradise.😘