I'm so sad Mommy. I miss you and Terrell so much. I wonder why God took both of you away from me so soon. I thought that if i lived my life and feared God and loved all of his people, that i would have eternal peace. But why is it so hard mommy. I just want to love and be loved. I love you and miss you so much. If I had one year to do things over I would love you more, tend you more hugs and kisses and keep you safe from harm. and I would take your suffering so that you would have peace. I miss you mommy. I want you with me.