Mom its about 13 month since you have gone. I'm getting stronger and stronger each day, but its so hard, I lost my best friend too. I know Terrell is with you, in that i have peace. Mommy please watch over me, Im in a lonely place, but I hope to get better. So many lessons you have taught me, i use now with the girls. I need to decide where i want to go, wherever I go, your spirit is with me. I see me in you, you in me and all the way back around again. I never thought I looked like anyone, but your voice captures me often and so does your stern look. All which I love and cherish. I love you mom. see you soon.