Another Friday evening thinking of you mom. I'm beginning to see you in other people that i have let in my life, somedays I'll notice someone with curly grey hair, someone sneaking a smoke, a women in usher board white, a grandparent in walmart. some people have been nice to me to, and i know they feel your spirit too. I think about the sadness when Aunt Ethel died, then when Lawrence died, and when Steven departed. Oh how sad you must have been. I miss my family, i will always love you mommy, please pray for me, pray for Terrell's recovery, pray for my daughters, that they will have a full life. Even though I see you in others, they will never replace you mommy. Some days i don't know how I make it, I miss your house, I miss your air freshener, I miss your gum popping above all I miss your love. Please watch over me and guide my steps as i continue to heal everyday.