Mom, today i had to wipe away my daughter's tears and guide her in a positive directions with positive thoughts even though I had the same negative thoughts as she did. That's what you taught me. To do the right thing even when you may disagree. She is really missing you right now. I want to bring her home, but she says she will be fine. I will watch her, she's so far away, i feel bad that I'm not with her when she's sad. I always want to do the right thing with my girls, their character means more than any talent or materialistic cover. I'm trying to be a good mother to them, just as you were to me. I wish I had you with me, but I must let go. Over time the pain has gotten easier to deal with, but my pain for your loss is still here. I love you so much. My heart will never be the same.